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Friday, April 01, 2005

Yes I am, I don't care what he says...

Ok, so I took one of those little "online tests" today about what is your "love style" and after answering the questions honestly, this is what it described me as:

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

Now, Matt, my estranged husband would laugh his ass off b/c he has a far different opinion about me, but it's just b/c we can't get over the GLARING obsticle in our marriage: his refusal to get rid of the hussy he's been living with for over a year. He says they're "just friends". Yeah right. He moved out and wanted to work on our marriage but he refuses to let her go. He promised me that he would not have any further contact with her. So far he's lied to me several times about that. And he gets angry that I've found this out. WHA??? 'Scuse me? He's angry that I found out that he's been lying to me. Hmmmm, which one does he want to be? The pot or the kettle? I kind of feel like being the kettle. Doesn't matter, they're both black. Well, if he refuses to drop her, then I refuse to work on this marriage. There's only room for one woman in it and he's made it clear that so far, he doesn't want to follow that rule. Am I just a total dumbass? I think maybe. But then again, I think maybe I'm starting to grow some balls where he is concerned too. I've blocked him from text messaging me at all b/c if he can't stop communicating with her then he isn't going to have any with me except to talk about our daughter. Good plan? Maybe. Doubt it will make any difference to him though.


Bill said...

Hi Nichole - Hang tough... You deserve what you're asking for, nothing less! I took the test... it said my style was 'Eros'... I'm gonna have my wife take it too! Then we'll compare notes!

I found your blog by clicking the 'next blog' button... thought I'd just drop off my .02 and wish you well... don't give up on your dreams... they will come true!

Dave said...

Wow.. just started reading here, and he definitely needs to get his act together.

I'm sorry you're having such trouble.